Well I didn't get to go out this past weekend and I was just going crazy. I haven't been like this in a long time. The emotions were pretty overwhelming. But yesterday I was off work and took the opportunity to get all dolled up. I pulled my hair back successfully for the first time. That was a nice surprise!
I have several halter tops and none of them seemed to look right on me but after taking the above pics I went upstairs to change and saw this black halter. I tried it on and it seemed to fit okay.
Then I got frisky and started goofing around by pulling up my skirt. One must have a hint of comedy in their day.
I really needed that dress up day! Of course the worst part was changing back. I must have taken 70-80 pictures so at least I have that. How I wish I could do that more often!
I felt so good yesterday and I just loved how I looked and it made me so happy. But I was like a drug addict. I needed more. So I posted first on the forum I moderate and the next day here. Amelie woke me up with her deja vu comment. I was out of control.
I just wanted to keep the euphoria going. I wanted to be the girl in the picture. I hadn't had enough. I didn't need to overdo the pics, hell I didn't need to do them at all, except for me, and that's selfish.
There just seems to be too little time to live two lives. I don't want to live two lives, only one. But I have others to consider and being selfish only makes me unhappy.
Yesterday I has happy, goofy, gaga. I could have taken on the world! Today it's back to the ho-hum world and it's not doing it for me. It makes me wonder where I am heading.
I do not have a difficult time understanding that at all. When one is starved, it is easy to find yourself in a situation where you did not have enough.
By the way I really do like the first pics. I wasn't trying to be nice.
Those pictures are your most petite and pretty so far. You just keep getting more gorgeous!!!! You look petite and I'm an amazon. If I wore mules they'd draft me into the WNBA.
Regardless you look fantastic. Thank you for sharing those with us!!!!
Julie,, I hope you didn't take me wrong in what I said. Never in my life would I say anything to hurt you or embarass you. I just kid a bit, I think you should be on ten forums posting pics, including popular woodworking forum. I hope I didn't say something wrong if I did I'm sorry, I don't want to lose a friend.
Love Amelie
Amelie-Laveau wrote:Julie,, I hope you didn't take me wrong in what I said. Never in my life would I say anything to hurt you or embarass you. I just kid a bit, I think you should be on ten forums posting pics, including popular woodworking forum. I hope I didn't say something wrong if I did I'm sorry, I don't want to lose a friend.
Love Amelie
stunning, you look great! I also liked the first ones the best. I love to look at other cd's to see how they dress and do make-up and hair, for I could use help in all things fem.
You certainly don't have to apologize for posting your great pics on 2 forums - I probably wouldn't have seen them if you limited them to only your other forum.
If I had to pick 2 favorites in the group, it would be the ones with the leather miniskirt - the little bit of lace peeking out from the hem was the crowning touch in my view.
Amelie,
I got a grin from deja vu all over again besides being a quote attributed to Yogi Berra, it's the title of John Fogerty's new music CD.
You look happy happy 
you are a very good looking women. 
Carol Ann