Hi all,
Well, I finished
Doom3 (on "Marine" difficulty) a couple of days ago. It was everything I'd hoped it would be, and more. A truly satisfying experience for this fan of FPS and Horror Survival genres.
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People who know me are always amazed that I'm into these kinds of games. They can't figure out what such a sweet-tempered, slightly docile, person such as myself can find of value in this kind of violent fantasy. Well, it's pretty simple, actually. I'm a "repressed" person living in a repressed society. I've long ago acknowledged that I have a dark side (not violent, just dark) and this kind of entertainment is merely an outlet for that side; like scary movies or novels that plumb the depths of human alienation, games such as
Doom3 are cathartic. Detractors often decry the existence of such entertainment when there's already so much violence in the world. "Why add to it?" they ask. Well, if you consider joystick twiddling and button mashing violent activities, then I agree. But these
aren't violent activities. They're games. Lines of code written to provide a thrill (and we seek that thrill enough to want to shell out US $50 or more to get it). Detractors also say that such games incite others to violence (as has been the case in a few widely reported cases). Well, I have news: if you look for this kind of cause-and-effect relationship, absolutely anything that is a cultural artifact can have undesirable effects on fragile minds. Rape, murder, incest, kidnapping, cannibalism, for example, are all themes we can find in the fairy tales of the brothers Grimm. With the advent of television, a child of today sees more sexual situations and violence, including killing, before he or she is eight years old than most adults saw in their lifetime a mere sixty years ago. Should fairy tales, television, and games (and paintings, plays, sculptures, films, books, and music, for that matter) be banned for this reason? No. I don't think so. What's important is that these things be understood in their proper setting, that they be contextualized, and used or enjoyed responsibly.
Anyway, back to the personal. I need to point out that I enjoy games in general, not just your basic "run 'n' gun." (By the way, just because there's already much violence and horror in the world, I like my own games to be "escapist" in their depiction of violence; with very few exceptions, I don't play war- or crime-themed games--zombies and evil aliens will do me fine.)
In the end, I play a video game for pretty much the same reason I listen to music... I want the experience to match my current mood. Sometimes, I listen to Vivaldi's
Stabat Mater and sometimes I listen to Nine Inch Nail's
Downward Spiral. Likewise, sometimes I play
Riven (soothing and relaxing visual and aural atmospherics in the context of exploration and discovery) and sometimes I play
Doom. Or, when silence calls, I don't play at all.
Below is a screenshot from
Riven, followed by a screenshot from
Doom3. To me, they're both just games. They're meant to be enjoyed. And enjoyable they are.
Love,
CJ
