My Story

Jenna · Post by **Jenna** » Mon May 09, 2005 11:45 pm

Hi, I am new on the forum and when I saw this section I wanted to share my story. I have felt like a girl like since I can remember and I first started dressing around nine years old. My parents worked during the day and so I would always try to stay home from school or arrange as much time as possible to be at home alone so I could dress. I would usually spend the day going through many of my sister Amy's outfits, and experiment with her makeup. I think my family knew then but never said anything about it and I of course did not either. When I was about 14 my mother caught me looking through Amy's closet, and firmly said 'what are you doing!?', it caught me off guard and I sort of jumped. Quickly off the top of my head I said that I was looking for one of my own shirts that I thought she had borrowed. She did actual do that from time to time so my mother bought it but walk away sort of a skeptical look on her face. The next day my mother told Amy about the shirt, but she knew why I was really in there. She asked me about it and like a typical sister she was able to prye it out of me like right away. Luckily, she was very supportive and it was really something that brought us that much closer together. She gave me lots of advice and helped with alot of questions I had. We would go shopping and I could give her the money to purchase clothes that I wanted which was a super big help since I was way too scared to shop alone back then. She also helped me to come out to my parents, they were negative about it at first, but once again thanks to her she sort of helped bridge the communication between me and my parents and they slowly accepted who I was and continued to love me just the same. That's pretty much how I started, and I have been dressing ever since. At this point in my life I dress fulltime at home, but still go out in public and to work in drab.

Thanks for reading my story

I have enjoyed some of the others and look forward to reading more in the future.

Elinor · Post by **Elinor** » Tue May 10, 2005 2:28 am

Jenna nice to meet you

Your sister was great

well done her for helping you

Jenna you go girl

Post by **DonnaT** » Tue May 10, 2005 7:12 am

Nice story Jenna, and that was so cool of your sister. Does she know you still dress up at home? Has she tried to get you out enfemme?

Jenna · Post by **Jenna** » Tue May 10, 2005 4:47 pm

Thanks, my sister is very special to me and I truly don't know what I would have done without her. She knows that I still dress and has asked me about going out dressed many times before but I am always to scared to do it. I'm sure my first time though I'll go out somewhere with her, because I know it won't seem quite as intense if I have someone with me.

Merinda · Post by **Merinda** » Thu May 12, 2005 3:07 pm

Hi Jenna ,

Welcome to the forum

That was a lovely story , you sister is indeed a very special person.

Jenna · Post by **Jenna** » Thu May 12, 2005 3:35 pm

Hi Merinda, thanks, I am very happy to be here

Beauty · Post by **Beauty** » Thu May 12, 2005 7:08 pm

Hi Jenna,

That was a great beginnings story.

I think lots of us with we'd had a sister as grand as yours.

Thanks for posting and sharing your beginnings story with us.

Beauty

Jenna · Post by **Jenna** » Fri May 13, 2005 9:15 am

Hi Beauty, you're very welcome

, and thank you for having me here

you have a very very good site here btw, I really mean it, you should be proud to admin a site that helps bring together so many wonderful girls

FrancineBrice · Post by **FrancineBrice** » Thu May 19, 2005 11:37 am

It is all so vivid. I remember my very first feelings of inner longing. Like an unfinished song, something within that gnawed at me. What it was I did not know. However, it was present.

Earliest memories are before I started my teens. I knew that I had very deep fascination and interest with female’s clothing, nylons, girdles, bras, high heels and I have longing to try them on or wear them. I have an un-resolvable, hidden compulsion for all feminine things. Maybe it was because I never had sisters and I came from a family with only four brothers. This left me with a problem of exploring my desires until one day, I believe that I was around eleven or twelve; I had discovered an old trunk in the attic with a small cache of undergarments and various other article that had belonged to my grandmother who had died not long ago. I could not wait to try them on, but I was concern and fearful of being or discovered by my brothers, so I had to wait until I was alone. The very first chance that I was alone I tried on several of the garments and I remember that I loved the feeling of lace and nylon, especially smooth fabric against my young body and skin, the feeling very comfortable for me to accept.

I had watched with envy as a lot my young female friends from the local neighborhood donned these items and wore them as they made their journey to womanhood. I yearned and wondered "Why not me"?

Elinor · Post by **Elinor** » Sat May 21, 2005 4:21 am

Francine indeed why NOT you girl?

Keep on wearing your skirts and dresses girl you are normal.

Accepting your feminine side leads to enjoyment.
Its your life girfriend and its short take the time to explore your femininity.

Buy your girlie side more clothes a girl needs more shoes: dresses and skirts.
Have fun.

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