My first time

[Mark]

I was 9 or 10 My God parents and out family went to visit another family and we were to spend the afternoon. For lunch they made tuna fish sanwichs and they mad me sick causing me to loose it at both ends. Well the two families went on to my Godparent huose where my mother removed my clothes. My Godparent's sons underwear did not fit me so my god mother aske jody her daughter to go get a pair of her.
a few minutes later Jody returned with a pair of pink rumba panties. When I seen them I told my mom no I'm not wearing girl's panties. Mother said you are or I will spank you! Well I got spanked and ended up wearing the pink rumba panties for the rest of the day and all that night until the next morning.
I never told any one but I like wearing the panties they felt good to me. From then on I been hooked and cross dressed up in to my late 30's Now I'm married and have a great wife but haven't cross dressed in over thirty years. Once in a while I have to wear a dress so my wife can hem it up even a night gown on the really cold nights.

[DonnaT]

From then on I been hooked and cross dressed up in to my late 30's Now I'm married and have a great wife but haven't cross dressed in over thirty years.

Wow, that's a long time! No urges to crossdress?

[Mark]

Donnat, Yes there are times I have the urge to cross dress real bad. My wife does not like it and I love her and I do not want to affend her in any way. There will be a time when I'll be able to-until then I will just enjoy how others are able to cross dress.

[DonnaT]

Well, I admire your will power. I know I couldn't handle it.

[Stephanie W]

Mark

Yes there are times I have the urge to cross dress real bad. My wife does not like it and I love her and I do not want to affend her in any way. There will be a time when I'll be able to-until then I will just enjoy how others are able to cross dress.

I don't know how you've managed to resist the urge for so long but doing so for your wife's sake is admirable. While she likely appreciates it, I doubt she realizes how hard a sacrifice it is you've made. If living it through others helps you for now though, that's great! As Donna said, you're willpower is to be commended.

Stephanie

[Mark]

Stephanie, when some like my wife loves me it is easy to resist. She give her all to me and our married. With out my lovely wife I would have no reason to live, she has spoiled me that bad.

[Stephanie W]

Mark

I'm glad to know you guys have such a great relationship. Good for you! Perhaps someday she might be willing to discuss your cding needs. Until then, if you're happy with the status quo, then that's great too. You have no need to change anything. Best of luck!

Stephanie

[Mark]

Stephanie, I see your picture on your post and if I did not know better I would swear your picture was a girl. Geat job, you can be proud of your self.

[Stephanie W]

Thank you Mark, that's sweet of you to say. I wish I could claim to roll out of bed looking like that but it does take some work, although a nice compliment makes it worth it.

Stephanie