Barbie Doll

[Kalee]

I came from a family of four children 1 older sister, myself, my brother , and little sister. My earliest memories include being dressed up as a little girl, this was before my brother and little sister were born. My mother nearly lost me a couple times due to me being born with Leukemia.
She said that i was her favorite and that i should have been a girl and that if she could change me she would.

I must admit that being treated as a girl had its good points, I got alot of attention and my older sister liked dressing me up, she said i was her little Barbie doll. My father a coal miner and the image of everything masculine had the son he wanted in my brother and he was very much the son i could never be. I knew that i couldnt be what he wanted because i was born with a small build, but i knew that i couldnt exactlly be what my mother wanted either, atleast not completelly.

I could go on but i dont want to bore everyone, but i do want to mention on funny thing ill never forget, I was seven and in my little skirt and blouse one day outside, and we had train track close to the house, well as a train went by i could see the man in the lead engine blowing me kisses! I didnt realize at the time he was a perv, I just rember it was a great feeling making him think i was a real girl!

[DonnaT]

We don't find too many 'beginnings' stories boring, Kalee.

So, a coal miner's 'daughter', eh?

[Amelie-Laveau]

That souinds cool --So, a coal miner's 'daughter', eh


That was not boring at all Kalee, I found it very interesting. Still, it must have been rough at times, your father being a coal miner, I mean, even with another son, it would still be difficult for a coal miner type guy to have a son who wears a dress. My dad was in the construction trade in NYC and no matter how much I wanted to be different, he was strong in his ways of keeping me just like other boys. He was so strong in his thinking, that I had to run away. It would have been such a horrible experience if my dad came home with another construction friend and they saw me in a dress,, hell would have been a happier place to be at that moment.

But, that was a nice story, I liked reading it, I bet you have some interesting moments in your life. So, don’t be afraid of boring us, well I won’t be bored.

And I know about the pervs,, I’ve seen a few in my younger days, they usually don’t care if you look like a boy or girl,, they are pervs.

[Virginia]

Kalee,

What a neat story!!! We all love to read those!! And as Donna said, "Coal miner's daughter!" That is just too cool!

Keep the faith honey!

Love,

Virginia

[Ann Stef]

Nice to have an older sister to guide you along. Most older sisters like to dress up thier younger ones to their satisfaction, good luck on your future.